November 2010
1 post
This was supposed to be so easy. Now my life feels stuck.
I am working on solving this impassé, but the stakes have never been higher. I’m ratcheting up an effort to get the machine of my existence moving again.
March 2010
1 post
This blog was made to track my career, so this post seems maybe out of place, but I felt like it was important to say it here because it represents another milestone for me.
In the past few weeks, I’ve gotten a new phone, a bank account and am finally saving money. After so long struggling just to live, it feels like a real accomplishment to make it to this point.
Oh my god. Things are...
February 2010
1 post
Still working at Subway. Got a BlackBerry. Got a Vintage 50’s formica table.
Making bundles of money. Still in financial abyss. Working towards a set of goals.
Feeling old. Feeling new. Need a shower. Need to do laundry. I close the store tonight.
Love my girlfriend.
January 2010
6 posts
December 2009
6 posts
I just bought a futon. I’m going to buy a formica table, speakers, a receiver and maybe a camera.
I’ve never really talked about how I feel in this blog, because I’ve wanted it to be my work blog, but tonight I feel alienated and lonely, in the terminal sense. World-weary.
I’ve been working so much. I barely have time to do anything. I’m trying to save money.
I’m feeling insecure lately. A few weeks ago, I sort-of overheard someone say about me, “how can he be so old and not have his shit together?” I’m getting scared that I’m getting older. I’m doing well right now, but I’m worried because it’s not...
November 2009
7 posts
I’m still working a lot. I have 38 hours next week and I earn 3 paychecks for the month of December. The third is going directly into savings. I have about $100 saved to carry over to next month, too. Things are looking up… sort of.
The thing is, now that I have my shit together, I need to actually get my shit together, if that makes any sense. I’m thinking about getting the...
I’m working at Subway and writing for the global warming blog. I work many hours per week and have on occasion hit overtime. I’m the best closer they’ve got.
I cleaned the oven today. I cleaned the bathroom today.
I want to own that store. I mean, own it. Not own it, but like, own it.
October 2009
14 posts
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September 2009
29 posts
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Interview on Thursday at 11AM at Trader Joe’s! I’m excited!
Neither the condos in Belltown nor Pagliacci decided to hire me in spite of knockout interviews.
I’m feeling discouraged today.
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